My Feelings....

MY FEELINGS

Seeing you from afar, is ever so delightful and promising... It seems like a light of hope, a beacon which carries excitement. You always fuel my eagerness and anxiety, making me willingly, giving you my all...

When you look so plain yet approachable or when you seem to be in a deep thought and distant, the various faces you exposed...... It tickles my desire, driving me passionately to seek to learn more about you, to know you more...... Even though I never so much understand you, I still want to... The more I learn about you the more I realized...... I still know so little about you. The meager knowledge, comparable to my puny existence.

If I ever get the opportunity to get closer, to the love of my dreams... you... I would hold you so dearly and tightly. Letting you go, I'm reluctant or unwilling. To caress the shy and adorable you is what I would love to do. Ever since I know you, you are always so, reserved and hesitating to open yourself. How I fear that I would stress you when I'm trying to open you up, to know you more... Even then, I still thought of embracing you...

Close to my face, your subtle scent.... is alluring... The freshness invigorates my deadened soul, energized to study you more closely. More distance removed allow me to study another side of you despite not removing the wall from understanding you deeper, yet I'm still so happy to know you more....

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