Monday, January 29, 2007

I'm abnormal=.=

Well I don't know this about anyone else but personally i felt that i am a bit self contradicting in certain stuffs. Sometimes when i see someone having a negative trait i would hate him.(Well, of course, everyone do that) IF that person has a negative trait which i have =.= I WOULD HATE HIM EVEN MORE!!! I really don't want others to make the same mistake as i did. Thus, i find myself looking down on that person from within. I am actually hating my own self for that negative trait.

Take this for example. I kept on hearing people complaining:
WOAH I AM SOOOO BUSY!
I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THIS!
NO TIME LAH!
Sounds familiar?

When someone says that, my first reaction would be, i hate this guy=.= The reason i hate him?
1.) i always waste my time:P
2.)I believe that time can be gathered, bit by bit, little by little.
3.)I believe that there is always time which we didn't harness.

Do I have a problem for hating someone who possess my own negative trait? Please vote :P

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Dreamy Indulgence

DREAMY INDULGENCE

28 Jan 2007, a date that i would never forget. Now you all, my friends know that i am sort of a geek like of person and my age is equal to the number of years that i am single. However, everything changed today.... I just went on a DATE !!!!! This is my first DATE. Maybe many of you might think it is no big deal but it is ONE BIG DEAL for me. I have always been having trouble with girls as i don't know how to communicate with them. Having a date is like IMPOSSIBLE.... well, at least in my case. There i was in Gurney. Reminiscing about this really invigorates me. I have never had such a beautiful experience

I met her and yes she is GORGEOUS! We were having a brief chat. She suddenly asked me about Noah's Ark on who would i bring with if i were to board it. Then, i thought...... (haiz, even if i want to bring people with me also got nobody wants to be with me T.T), I told her what i thought. Then.... imagine what happened....

Without me knowing it, we are already holding hands and going to Gurney. I have never EVER held a girl's hand before in my entire life. The feeling is really ineffable. Who would have thought that i would get a chance to hold her hands. We walked towards a fashion boutique, holding each other's hands. While walking we passed through a couple and they walked in between us. We split our hands T.T (this happened while i was trying my very best to savour the moments T.T) and then we reached the store.

While we were admiring some clothes, my cellphone rang, the sound of an SMS. This is when....... I woke up..... A beautiful dream which was just starting T.T ENDED T.T

OKOK, I know you guys are booing and whatever:P but at least i dreamt that i went out on a date:p Although i can't experience it in real life but i have a right to dream RIGHT?:p It is still SO wonderful T.T

PS: Anyone who is interested in whacking me can do that first to your monitor. Three easy steps:

1.) imagine that computer is me~~~
2.)IMAGINE that your fist is your hammer~~~
3.)SMASH IT with your fist.

Don't forget to recycle the used monitor and get a new lcd. (LCD's power consumption is around 20 percent of CRT, let's help save the earth shall we :) )