Personality Test

Many Thanks to Soony for his ''INSPIRATION'' in helping me filling this blog:p

The test can be taken from here
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.asp

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Actually.... I kinda think all of it is true... so not much to comment-.- (except the last one(the front half))

Motherland (Lyrics copied from Gendou)

君が旅立つ日は　いつもと同じ
「じゃあね」と手を振った
まるで明日もまた　この街で会うみたいに
愛を信じるのは　自分にも負けないこと
夢が叶う日まで　笑顔のまま星を見て祈り捧げここにいるから

私は君にとっての空でいたい　哀しみまでも包み込んで
いつでも見上げるときは　ひとりじゃないと
遠くで思えるように　帰る場所であるように

君がいない街で　相変わらずに元気で過ごしてる
それが今私にできること　そう思うから
どんな出来事にも　隠れてる意味があるの
夢が消えかけても　自分らしくいてほしい
どんなときもここにいるから

涙失くすほど強くなくてもいい　疲れた心休ませてね
素敵な明日を願い眠りについて　小さな子供のように
この広い世界はつながってる　白い雲は流れ風になって
君のもとへ

私の声は届きますか?
あふれる気持ち言えなかった

私は君にとっての空でいたい　哀しみまでも包み込んで
いつでも見上げるときは　ひとりじゃないと
遠くで思えるように　帰る場所であるように

帰る場所であるように

A song which express a lot...

To My Relatives in Australia Who Wondered why did I go to Japan Instead of Australia

Upon hearing the news that one of my aunt actually thought that I'm afraid of her nagging me too much in Australia, thus resulting in the cause of me refusing to go to Australia inspired me to write this since it has been quite some time since I last wrote any essay. I laughed upon hearing it for two reasons which I am aware of that puts me at ease. I'm sure that despite how close we are, there is still a line between a relative and a parent, hence nagging wouldn't be employed in containing my actions assuming that my life stays within certain borders. My nerdy lifestyle would be cited as the subsequent reason. Such way of living warrants attention only to my tidiness. For as long as a book is held in my hands, I am fulfilling most of my obligations. A teenager who doesn't exactly know how to have fun like any other teenagers in their elders' eyes is considered docile and obedient.

Proposing the assumption that I indeed went to Australia, I would enjoy the following conveniences. I would be able to stay in a house at least 4 times larger than the one I am staying in and perhaps 8 times larger than the so called rabbit hole which I am going to be staying in soon. I could be freed from the worries of using a cooler during summer and a heater during winter for it is not I who has to foot the bills. Not to mention that I can enjoy wonderful cookings by my relatives in hearty portion without me laying a finger. (though I think I would have to join in the cooking sooner or later) The former is obviously more favourable than say me eating what I cook. (Menu examples include curry which blessed me with diarrhea twice for twice it went through my own hands in preparation)(Lately though, I settle with frying eggs and eating rice which is easier and albeit tasteless is still nutritious.)

Going to Australia would mean bringing me closer to a culture which I am quite familiar with and in turn sparing me the trouble of learning a new culture. Even though one might say that I have been playing Japanese games and watching their cartoons since young but I would dare not say that I understand their culture and practising it would bring forth even more hardships. Liking their games and cartoons alone would not tempt me to go there for I can obtain their products anywhere. Learning a new language is in itself another matter to be overcame.

The decision to have my tertiary education in Japan is based solely upon the fact that the scholarships here are in abundance. I know that scholarships are not something which you can be sure of procurement but if you work hard enough you can increase the chances even if it's just of slight proportions. And if I actually allow myself to be lazy then I will have to bear the consequences of paying the full price of education resulting in me paying loans and tuitions through part time work. This might sound like a road of no return but only when there's no where to fall back can one bring out his true potentials and see his true nature. I too cannot deny the fact that the essay here sounds like some guy talking big or whatever and I might fail halfway and go back on all my words here but I am trying. Trying to see how far can I bring myself and even if I do fail, I shall see how can I pick up my own mess. And if I should fall below who I am now, I hope my family, relatives and friends would help whack some sense into me.